
Thursday, October 20, 2005 ♥
meet up with my 3 gfs today after work.. went to Marche Heeren for dinner. had my fav Cheese Sausage Rosti =D felt a bit guilty tho... fattening =S cos i had Carbonara Pasta last nite at Mr. Bean.. the serving is very big. even bigger than the one i had at Moonfish =S but the taste is quite unique. think the chef added too many eggs. lol.. =P ok, back to the meet up with moi sistas. lol..
we chatted while eating.. updated each other.. and i realised smth... maddie and i were the only ones doing the update... -.- hey hey hey... min & jun.. better feed us some updates when we meet up next time =P discussed with the ladies about my job.. anyway, i still dunno what to do =( sigh...
i had to leave early, cos today's my father's b'day.. before we parted, we called Bingyu. =) he's going to serve his NS tml.. talked to him for a very short while ;) nice & short conversation. before i leave for home, i suddenly have a very weird feeling... an indescribable feeling.. i turned back and looked at the gals, but i dunno how to tell them how i feel... hmmm... i have a sudden urge.. i wanna be like them.. (i guess they dun get wat i meant also.. lol..) cos i felt different from them =( i feel tt im very unhappy.. maybe b cos of my job.. i wanna dress like them. very casual.. jeans, slippers, etc... i wanna do things freely, with no restrictions. i dun like the stress im getting now.. (ok, i know every job has a certain level of stress) but... i just felt so different =( maybe its just a feeling.. *shrug*
anyway... thinking of quitting my job.. but.. dunno what job to look for.. im totally lost! thought of going into beauty line. my interest.. wanna be a makeup artist.. or.. aiya.. just whatever kind of jobs that are related to beauty. i'll love it! but.. i need abt $3k+ to attend the course.. and a few hundred bucks to buy the makeup kit. sigh.. i need money =( no matter what i wanna do, the thing will definitely incur a lot of money.... driving license... Degree in Marketing.. makeup course... =( all need money.... sian... =(
hope i'll be ok after a few days.. hope its b cos of mood swing tt's y im behaving like this right now.. hope tt everything will be over soon.. hope tt everything will go smoothly.. HOPE!!!
alright peeps.. pics pics time ;P

my cute zebra sitting in the hp holder. (stephy bought the hp holder for me)

took this at Great World City. i find the tomatoes very cute ^-^

little pony resting on top of my "xiang xiang" heez...

emicakes~

yum yum!!! my mum bought this cake for my father. its an ice cream cake!!! *drool*

story time!!!





Cocoa Cookies in a tin. a gift from huajun. bought it from Bangkok =) thank you! the story is damn stupid and funny. LOL~
im going to eat the cake le!!! muwahahaha!!!
ciao!!! =)
we chatted while eating.. updated each other.. and i realised smth... maddie and i were the only ones doing the update... -.- hey hey hey... min & jun.. better feed us some updates when we meet up next time =P discussed with the ladies about my job.. anyway, i still dunno what to do =( sigh...
i had to leave early, cos today's my father's b'day.. before we parted, we called Bingyu. =) he's going to serve his NS tml.. talked to him for a very short while ;) nice & short conversation. before i leave for home, i suddenly have a very weird feeling... an indescribable feeling.. i turned back and looked at the gals, but i dunno how to tell them how i feel... hmmm... i have a sudden urge.. i wanna be like them.. (i guess they dun get wat i meant also.. lol..) cos i felt different from them =( i feel tt im very unhappy.. maybe b cos of my job.. i wanna dress like them. very casual.. jeans, slippers, etc... i wanna do things freely, with no restrictions. i dun like the stress im getting now.. (ok, i know every job has a certain level of stress) but... i just felt so different =( maybe its just a feeling.. *shrug*
anyway... thinking of quitting my job.. but.. dunno what job to look for.. im totally lost! thought of going into beauty line. my interest.. wanna be a makeup artist.. or.. aiya.. just whatever kind of jobs that are related to beauty. i'll love it! but.. i need abt $3k+ to attend the course.. and a few hundred bucks to buy the makeup kit. sigh.. i need money =( no matter what i wanna do, the thing will definitely incur a lot of money.... driving license... Degree in Marketing.. makeup course... =( all need money.... sian... =(
hope i'll be ok after a few days.. hope its b cos of mood swing tt's y im behaving like this right now.. hope tt everything will be over soon.. hope tt everything will go smoothly.. HOPE!!!
alright peeps.. pics pics time ;P

my cute zebra sitting in the hp holder. (stephy bought the hp holder for me)

took this at Great World City. i find the tomatoes very cute ^-^

little pony resting on top of my "xiang xiang" heez...

emicakes~

yum yum!!! my mum bought this cake for my father. its an ice cream cake!!! *drool*

story time!!!





Cocoa Cookies in a tin. a gift from huajun. bought it from Bangkok =) thank you! the story is damn stupid and funny. LOL~
im going to eat the cake le!!! muwahahaha!!!
ciao!!! =)
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