Sunday, May 31, 2009

do you really think that SOMEONE out there will ALWAYS help you clear up, wipe your ass, whenever you create a mess? sorry, i am not that SOMEONE OUT THERE. i can really deliberately pretend that i did not see those shit. i am a princess at home too, and i don't think i behave like you. i am not a spoilt brat.

my favourite quote: "you think i care?"

trying to control my temper because i'm just giving face. don't test your limit. i think you don't wish things to turn ugly as well. because, i'll make sure it will be REAL UGLY.

5/31/2009 10:24:00 AM Photobucket

Thursday, May 28, 2009

pictures coming up! =D

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a lunch bag from sis =) its from Built (clickable link)


from sis too.. kitty shower gel from H&M. she says will get me melody one, IF there is one. hahaha..

then... here comes my photoshoot pics =) only took a few.. all taken by him =D he helped me snapped pics of my different looks, knowing that i hope to put up some in my wedding montage =) but then.. think it's not sufficient. no choice, gotta accomodate. LOL.. he is super duper patient on that day! cos heard a lot of colleagues asking if he got throw temper or not. apparently, almost ALL their friends' hubbies threw temper when doing the photoshoot. cos impatient and especially outdoor shoot, very tiring. imagine even the make up artist and photographer say he is very very nice and dote on me a lot *sweet smile* i did thank him already. i believe that even though he is my husband already, there is still a need to show appreciation to each other =] hee.. anyway, he is really very very nice to me *loved* hahahaha...

"pre-making" of the bride



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ta-da!!! =D




this is my favourite gown which i nearly can't wear for photoshoot because of miscommunication :p but i forgot to take pic with me standing up!!!


the make-up kit.. my FIL thought those were biscuits or something. some food... -_-




me and makeup artist. she is the one who helped my cousin make up on her big day too! ^-^ love her skills man! showed her a few hairstyles that i like, and she actually can do exactly the same! maybe not exactly, but its definitely nicer than the ones i showed her! ^-^






love it! *muack*

inspired by:






my evening gown.. for actual day as well.. its peachy pink with lots of beads sewn on it (=


this hair style was inspired by a jap model in WITH magazine. it was supposed to be a weekend type of hair. but she transformed it into a sweet gorgeous hair style for photoshoot =] the white thingy on my hair is actually lace with crystals. she painstakingly glued on more crystals so that it can match my gown. she's very pro and sweet..

inspired by:








trying to "box" me -__-










ah ma says this pic don't look like me.... ???


outdoor shoot. this marks the end of the photoshoot. pardon my "shiny" face. LOL.. outdoor shoot was at beaufort, did not go to tanjong beach as it was raining...... but we still had fun and took lots of photos at beaufort =) the photographer is pro too! he managed to capture a few scenes as though i am in botanic garden, and we were at casino lobby. LOL.. and i like his work. it's like those magazine style =] silhouette, candid shots... i like those not looking at the camera one.. hee...


my hand bouquet

5/28/2009 11:31:00 PM Photobucket

Sunday, May 24, 2009

i nearly had a heart attack at the bridal shop yesterday. when trying my gowns, then we all realised that one of the indoor wedding gown is WRONG -__- i tried to be cool, and behaved very normal. i did not show any panicky face nor a black face. cos i kept reciting in my mind "everything will be fine".. then, i realised it's also my fault. cos my coordinator really drew the design of the "wrong" gown on my first fitting. she confirmed with me several times during the first fitting, i still said all gowns are correct x.x she was really helpful and go all out to ensure the correct gown is being digged out. searched high n low for it, then she remembered it was out for someone's AD, BUT, returning yesterday. *phew* so we waited for half an hr for the gown to arrive. then, she made all the necessary amendments on the spot. and.. ta-da! everything is really fine =]

after that went to find adrian (cousin) for a short drink. saw the kids' photos and video. so cute lor! played games, lose, drink, etc.. hahahaha.. then went on to uncle's pub for another round of short drink =P

sis coming home tonight =) it's been quite a while since i last saw her.. think i saw her 2 months ago?? hahaha...

ok.. going to "bookmark" a few hair styles that i like in WITH magazine =] going to colour our hair later. saw a colour of the jap model, very nice! =D gonna show that to the hair stylist later.. (:

5/24/2009 10:08:00 AM Photobucket

Saturday, May 23, 2009

i hope it is because "that time" of the month is round the corner, that's y i'm feeling extra sensitive and emotional.. all negative thoughts, please go away.. *shoo shoo*

weather is crazily hot! i feel like going for a shower now.. maybe after i finish washing my clothes.. zzz.....

5/23/2009 01:04:00 PM Photobucket


yesterday, me and mei wore almost similar clothes again. LOL...




hee... =]

wore falsies to work yesterday.. a very light but long one.. keke..


photobucket got some problem.. can't seem to load images in blogger.. -_- im using blogger to upload the images. so troublesome! all the images just piled up and jumbled.. zzz... difficult post. LOL..

my white wedding shoes =) tentatively its the wedding shoe, till... maybe i found another nicer one? =D this is for my tue photoshoot..

going for final fitting for photoshoot later.. toe nail chipped.. zzz...

suddenly... not feeling good again... *sigh*


5/23/2009 12:07:00 PM Photobucket

Thursday, May 21, 2009

confused.. puzzled.. dilemma.. lost..

like.. HUH?!

-__-" zzz

what the...

how?

5/21/2009 11:45:00 PM Photobucket

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

down with cold.. resting at home.. zzz...

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random thought:

all of a sudden, i am not motivated by any verbal recognitions anymore. all i can hear is "buck up", "hit target", "any updates?", "any difficulties that you faced", etc etc etc... talking about motivation and hygiene factors, if you never hit the target set, you will get "talks" and maybe complaints by other people that you are so incapable, such a small thing also cannot attain, etc. all negative things. and if you hit target, other people will keep quiet, FULL STOP. no form of appreciation or anything. just take it for granted and YOU SHOULD DO IT, BECAUSE ITS YOUR JOB. so, no need to appreciate what you have done. maybe at most, you will get encouragement from your own team mates. DEFINITELY no action from the other people. well, like mentioned earlier, ITS YOUR JOB. so no matter how much you dislike doing certain things, or how you disapprove on some things, you still have to swallow them and do it. BECAUSE PEOPLE WANTS IT, AND ITS YOU JOB.

anyway, this is life. this is the working society. this is reality. you will bound to face such people and situations. sometimes when you hit the bottleneck or its just too much for you to take till you can't breathe, you will think "so what if i hit target? so what if i can't hit?" hit already, the amount of money you get is still the same. if don't hit, maybe you'll be told off. what else?

*in search of motivation*

5/20/2009 03:01:00 PM Photobucket

Monday, May 18, 2009

exams are finally over! time to focus on my photoshoot coming up! and also.. focusing on my BIG THING with my "partner" =)

my FIL said something sweet to me when i went home (tampines) yesterday to revise for exams (cos sunday a lot of distractions at home). he greeted me with:
"the friday doesn't feel like a friday when you are not at home"
(: so sweet until i was dumbfounded, dunno how to react. LOL.. hee.. so i told him before i left:
"i'll see you this friday father" :)

uncle bought us mini orchids.. so cute!!!


placed at the balcony =]


then i realised something when i saw this pot....



it looks the same as my pet's plant!


hahahaha!!! see the one at the window too!!!


ending this post with...


5/18/2009 10:29:00 PM Photobucket


struggled myself out of bed. even he is worried that i'll overslept (which was what i did for the past 2 days. i woke up at 10+ or 11) and won't have enough time to revise =P i'm really very very tired *kiddish* i don't want to study le! *even more kiddish*

anyway, last lap to go (like what maddie melody says) =) going to school to revise. paper at 4pm. now is 9.50am. going to bathe and prepare. target to leave house at 10.30am. you think it's possible? nah... haha.. target to leave house at 10.45am (=

agenda for tonight:
~ dinner with him, hopefully can catch a movie (its been ages since we last catch a movie in cinema! i can't even recall what was the last movie we watched!)
~ surf net/facebook/cozycot
~ do mask while surfing. HAHAHA.. maybe SK-II tonight? not sure how many of it i'm left with. else gotta ask sis-in-law to help me buy back a box ^-^

okok.. GTG! ciao!~


*pray* many many luck luck come to me ah! i need luck and a huge brain now! come ah! =D

5/18/2009 09:46:00 AM Photobucket

Saturday, May 16, 2009

i miss my tampines home o'_'o

by right i should be roaming around the house now.. using magic clean wipe to clean up my room floor (cos my hair keep dropping).. this week should be changing my bed sheet.. clean up the cabinet top a bit (a lot of dust cos its just below the window). then laze around on my bed watching SCV.. waiting for him to be back for lunch (late lunch).

i miss my tampines home o'_'o

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i hate exams... -_-" i really can't focus now. i am trying to concentrate, but i can't.. my mind kept going to my wedding photoshoot. the hairstyle i want for the shoot, the colour that i want to dye, what casual clothes should i bring for shooting, what eye makeup i want (anything except pink), any skin care product to make my skin radiant, etc etc etc...

anyway, i found a product that makes my skin radiant over night =D kiehl's over-night biological peel. just one application and you can see and feel the difference. skin is more radiant and feels smoooooooth. but pores are still visible, size still the same. think for pores, need to use at least 2 to 3 times then can see the effect. i'm going to use it twice a week for a start, then change to once a week. cos i got sensitive skin, better use it at the minimal =P

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i really hate exams.. especially very theory type -__- *sigh*

5/16/2009 12:25:00 PM Photobucket


i love my new blog skin to bits!

5/16/2009 12:47:00 AM Photobucket

Friday, May 15, 2009

usually after the first paper, i will slacked. and i mean real slacked. i wasted away the whole afternoon w/o studying a single thing. and i feel sleepy now. shit -_- haha...

mon's paper is super theory based kind. it's product innovation and development. steps on launching new products, etc. sounds interesting? it's worse than marketing lor *bleah*

oh.. to add on to my current WANT list, i want to have radiant and supple skin =D w/o good basic foundation, no matter how much cosmetics you use, you'll still see the imperfections some how.. this is quite tough to achieve at this moment, cos it's a stressful period -_- *breathe* R.E.L.A.X

my only purchase (PCA skin) should reach me by end of next week =D just nice. the serum is finishing soon. i've a feeling i'll spend more and more on online stuff O.O that's scary~~

5/15/2009 07:03:00 PM Photobucket


my current wantSSS:

-* shop shop SHOP
-* watch TV (SCV)
-* surf net till nobody's business (which i'm currently doing, but with a guilty heart)
-* slim down. lose weight. preferably cut inches away from my arms and lower body
-* prepare for my wedding photoshoot (which is REAL near)
-* get the exams over and done with!

5/15/2009 11:28:00 AM Photobucket

Thursday, May 14, 2009

i had a NIGHTMARE. i dreamt that i can't find the exam hall! and... i'm not the only one.. (i'm so evil, i dragged my classmates into the nightmare =D) think 5 to 6 of us lost our way, apparently its not at our usual exam hall (which isn't true in reality). in the end we were late by 15min, not so bad, right? BUT, the questions set are so different from the tips that the lecturer gave! there was a slight commotion in the exam hall. then after the paper ended, they announced that from next semester onwards, all exams are open-book one O.O

lol!!! what a weird nightmare :p probably because i was guilty and nervous, that's why i kana this nightmare =x i went out for dinner last night. then.... i didn't go home straight after that =x i.... went to buy a new hp! lol.. it was impromptu one. really! i just made a comment "i wanna see hp for a while, check the price". he gave me a super enthu OKAY! cos... he can't stand my hp -_- anyway, he bought the W705 for me ^__^ hee... the pink samsung phone is still with me. cos i can't transfer all my contacts over. those newly added into the samsung phone, no matter how i copy or move to SIM, they just won't appear in my SIM card. ggrrrr! fiddled it for quite some time, then i gave up. i scrolled through the names and try to recall those newly added ones (when i started using samsung), then re-add them into the new SE phone. zzzzz.. think still got a fair bit to go. cos i added 40+ new contacts. anyway, maybe tonight then do. cos i felt REAL GUILTY for fiddling with the new phone the whole of last night =(

luckily today's paper is 7.30pm to 9.30pm. still got some time to re-run through the whole thing again. i don't want to get C! wish me luck!!! i want at least a B+ :)

oh.. since i'm blogging already... i made some online purchases through borderlinx yesterday :p PCA skin care. it's at least $40 cheaper than if i get from the local clinic, even tho the doc gave me 10%. first time buying things and shipping over from US through borderlinx. if it's ok, then i'll.... hiak hiak hiak... next target wil be sephora! woo-hoo!!! :p
no-no... better save up for my big plans coming up after exams :) hope to make it big in future :) hee...

going to have my breakfast and revise-revise-revise after that (:

remember to pray hard for me! at least a B+ for this IT Management paper! if i can get 75 & above for this written paper, i can safely get an A le... but if i get between 65 to 70, i'll get a B.. somewhere there, or B+ *stressed* okok... B+ will do. LOL...

5/14/2009 09:11:00 AM Photobucket

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

things that i need to do:

1. get my skin back to normal state (7 acnes on my face now -.-)
2. lose weight, esp my arm area
3. send my laptop for servicing. think its working too hard. a lot of noise coming from the fan =X
4. save more money for wedding and honeymoon trip!
5. start my 'mission' with my 'partner' :)

ok.. gonna start studying. woke up late today.. :(

jia you! jia you!! jia you!!!

5/13/2009 10:29:00 AM Photobucket

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

wanna get a new handphone again

thinking of getting back a SE phone despite hating the lagging and auto restart "function"..

am deciding between W705 and W995 (coming soon). the latter has a 8.1mp cam =] a walkman phone cum gd cam function. maybe i wait for that? =D


W705.. like the red, but its only exclusive to singtel..


W995 (coming soon)





5/12/2009 12:29:00 PM Photobucket

Monday, May 11, 2009

wedding trial makeup

when asked what type of eye makeup i would like to try or never try before, "smokey eyes" immediately came to my mind =D i love smokey eyes! haha.. drawn it before at rouge bunny rouge counter..

(pics taken in year 2007)




not that smokey eh?


with beloved zhenz =D



tonight....


right after trial makeup. waiting for him for dinner..


i love smokey eyes!!! ^-^


my teeth white enough? hahaha... think still got room for improvement lor :p


close up.. shit.. i think my milia seeds came back again. not that obvious. but u can see the patchi-ness there =( *sad*


close close up! =]


love it love it! hee...

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on leave till 19th... exam fever now on! =( *emo*

can't wait for exams to be over! then i can focus on my photoshoot and some other major plans =D hee...

5/11/2009 11:14:00 PM Photobucket

Sunday, May 10, 2009

happy birthday serene!

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mugging mugging mugging.. intended to take leave for the next 1 week (6days), but ended taking 3days and 1 off-in-lieu, cos i only left with 3days leave =( how i wish i was still at hub.. home alone now.. anyway, not really alone. his nephew is still at home i guess? probably with his gf around? *shrug* FIL went to his bro's house to learn taiji. husband went to malaysia to attend wedding lunch.. *boo hoo hoo* i'm inside the room blogging and surfing net for a while before i continue with IT Management (zZzzZzz)

upcoming:
14th - IT Management
18th - Product Innovation
26th - photoshoot
4th to 7th June - R&R @ Bintan :D

hmmm... what shall i have for lunch/dinner?

5/10/2009 03:04:00 PM Photobucket

Friday, May 01, 2009

went to do my nails just now. wanted to do gel overlay/infill (no extension), in the end did acrylic as the manicurist said the removal process is less harmful (i know both are harmful to nails). when the session was halfway through, i felt excruciating burning sensation on my nails -__-" i nearly teared... at the end of the session, i was super unsatisfied with the results. check out the pics below...


seems ok? looks fine? my real nails are longer than these. i mean the "white" portion. but the tip was covering only 2/3 of it. not what i wanted.


can see what's wrong? still can't see?


the top part is not "white" enough. see through one...


it's very uneven.


can you see my real, yellowish nail portion. it's not covered properly.

and... now ALL my fingers are very painful *wails* can't even wash a cup. to my horror, i just realized that 4 fingers are not properly done. some a bit "blurred", powdery feel. called the salon to ask, they say maybe didn't put under the UV light long enough. but when i called, they are already closing, hence ask me to go back tomorrow for the touch up. but but... i really dread going back!! *sob* the stupid painful nails cost me $60 (for infill) and $20 for french tip. and the french tip SUCKS. everything sucks! anyway, i checked the prices already. other places are $50 + $20. but i just feel that with this kind of skill, the manicurist shouldn't be helping people to do infill and french tip! think better sit at the cashier will do. leave the nails alone lor! humph!!!

i want to re-do my nails! i want back my regular manicurist! where is she??? =( think i'll go to my mother-in-law's regular manicure salon. its at city plaza.

i'm not happy.

5/01/2009 09:50:00 PM Photobucket

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DAY

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PCA pHaze 43 hydrating serum
dr. calvin chan's sunblock SPF60+

NIGHT

avene cleansing lotion
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