My Pink Diary~♥

Monday, April 30, 2007 ♥

i dun wanna study anymore!

i am really not happy!

i dun want to do anything anymore!

i just want freedom!

i just want my life back!

i just want to be happy!

i want attention!

i need some rest!

*pull hair*

help me!!!!

Labels: stress, unhappy

4/30/2007 12:39:00 AM

Saturday, April 28, 2007 ♥

all of a sudden, i feel that no one bother about me. no one wants to listen to me. no one wants to talk to me. NO ONE! everybody just seems so busy/impatient/not attentive..

i just dun feel like doing anything anymore!

i am not happy!

hopefully its just b cos i'm having my PMS, or its b cos of work + sch stress... hopefully everything will be back to normal after my exam.

=..(

Labels: hurt, left out, lonely, sad, stress

4/28/2007 02:09:00 PM

Friday, April 27, 2007 ♥

slept at 3.30am.. received 7 missed calls at 4am+.. received 5 missed calls from boss at 7am+.. managed to ans his call... what's so urgent? hub power failure again... -.-" *sigh* kiam cai mia.. in my 1.5yrs with ocbc, we had 4 power failures at hub. and... i am present/required to be at the hub during all the power failures! how nice can it be.. been through so many things with the hub -.-" cos i am the first point of contact, cos i stay so near to hub, cos i ans the calls, cos my partner nv ans calls, cos this, cos that... blah blah blah! *pull hair*

need to reach hub by 9.30am.. i reached on the dot. then, had an argument with the technician from SMRT. he raised his voice at our OPS guy and myself. to be honets, he was actually shouting at us lor... making a scene, saying that he waited so long for us.. he was here at 8.40am. the OPS guy managed to reach at 9.15am (from Raffles Place).. then when i told him i was supposed to report to wrk at 11am, but here i am at the hub at this hr.. he diam diam, nth to say. then the thing went on and on.. he really has an attitude problem lor.. kaoz!

anyway.. i am really very "kiam" (salty in hokkien) *_* very stoned... i am soooo tired.. fell asleep just now =X luckily my colleague woke me up. but i only doze off for less than a min..

gotta go home to rush my OB individual project O.O tired to the max!

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Labels: stoned, suay, zzz

4/27/2007 05:22:00 PM

now is 3am.. i am still working on my group project.. actually its more or less done liao.. waiting for the input of one more qns from my classmate. anyway i'm working at 11am tml, so i think i better stay online to help out. dun wanna "pang seh" him..

smth super yucky happened today after class.. its been ages since someone used such a tone to talk to me.. "how come this is not done yet? what happened?" the last person whom i can recall who said smth similar to me is my boss. when he's in a super foul mood, and things on my side are not done properly. just imagine someone uses the same tone to talk to me. worst still.. this person is sitting right in front of me... a face-to-face conversation.. my boss spoke to me through phone.

sibei dulan... *argh* shall not blog abt it.. otherwise, will trigger my heart to beat SUPER FAST again... i only cooled down at 1am+... then, the more i think, the more i can't swallow it.. sibei buay song.. i went to the topic on msn with that person again.. hahaha.. =P think i nice to eat hor? haven't see the true colours i tell u.. i am very colourful de hor.. LOL!

okok.. better chk with my classmate if he needs any more assistance.. hee ;)

nitez!

Labels: bastard, bitch, pissed, projects, tired

4/27/2007 02:57:00 AM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ♥

working on my OB individual project at his place now.. need his help in doing it, cos i need to choose an organization to write a report on the various topics covered in OB *sigh* =(

he helped me with the brief history of his work place organization and then.... he went into lala land... snoring in front of me some more -.-"

i am so tired ='( how i wish all these could end by this week.. *sigh* i still have another individual proj for QM. gosh! i dun even know when's the deadline for that.. probably... some time next week? OMG... =S

in another two weeks time will be my exams. i haven't even study yet! *stress*

blogging now to take my mind off the work.. can't concentrate.. feel like sleeping.. zzz...

i am unhappy...

Labels: exams, sleepy, work

4/25/2007 11:17:00 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007 ♥

still waiting for him.. he went to road show to make sure everything is going on smoothly.. then, he will pick me up and we will set off to underwater world! =) i've never been there before *excited* but on the other hand, i'm scared of fish =X erm.. the only type that i'm not afraid of is those colourful ones.. hee.. esp clown fish =P

yesterday, m1 also encounter network problem.. he tried sending smses and calling out, but couldn't.. after giving the customer service a call, he found out that the network is under "some construction".. dunno how long that will last.. well.. at least m1 is honest to their customers! unlike starhub! humph! so how huh? seems like all the telcos are having problems with their network leh... so, should i swop? *ponder*

Labels: beach, fun, sun, underwater world

4/21/2007 11:52:00 AM

Friday, April 20, 2007 ♥

photos taken on 20th April 07... short meet up with my poly babes @ coffee club <3

the two famous "action queen" of my gang.. they will always have different poses when taking photos..

me, maddie, and our bears given by jun.. it has our initials on its feet ;)

jun..

group photo..

fav pic! =D

after that, maddie and i went to NYDC.. the other two went home.. cos its their exam period! haha..

at NYDC...

gold mine =D i love the dark chocolate ice cream! yummylicious!

maddie's ice mocha elephancino

we had a hearty chat till almost midnight.. huggies maddie! ;) looking forward to the steamboat session! then again.. u must help me with my individual projects first! boo hoo hoo~

today is another unproductive day.. *sigh* nv touch any sch work.. and i am going out soon... ok.. maybe i shd bring my laptop out.. going to east coast later.. he wanna go for a jog.. so i guess i'll stay at McCafe and wait for him =P idea!

ciao!!!

4/20/2007 03:12:00 PM

Thursday, April 19, 2007 ♥

going to underwater world this sat =] we decided to go after seeing a mini aquarium at marina sq.. LOL.. the fishes are so colourful! =)

finished doing my OB group proj le.. maddie contributed one part =) thanks! love ya! hee...

well... 3 more proj to go =S

shall go n zzz after finishing transferring all the songs from "a girl meets bossanova", to my hp, through bluetooth.. so convenient =D 5 more songs to go...

4/19/2007 12:05:00 AM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ♥

hmmm.. should i change my mobile line service provider? change to M1? Starhub's line is super screwed up these few days. in fact, its been a week already. initially i thought it was my phone. then it turned out to be my colleagues and their friends have these problems too!

Problems:

- can't call out
- can't receive calls (ppl called me always say, "how come you off your phone?") then i'll received a lot of missed call alerts!
- can't sms
- can't receive sms on time (msg was sent to me at 9pm, i only received it at 3.30am!!!)

called them twice to find out is there anything wrong with my line, same reply "there is nothing wrong with your line and our network." -.-" but my colleague found out that their network is going under some constructions, hence they came out with the missed call alerts for customers. i dunno how true issit, but these problems have been bugging me for days! argh!!

so... should i should i? change to M1... if i were to change, i'll be getting the student plan =P

comparison between M1 student plan and Starhub student plan

if i get M1 student plan, i can register his number, so that any outgoing calls made to him will be free! =) but.. i hate M1's peak and super off peak rate. so confusing! -.-"

should i change?

4/18/2007 01:19:00 PM

Monday, April 16, 2007 ♥

as mentioned, we went to his buddy's baby's 1st mth celebration at safra chalet yesterday.. only managed to catch a few glimpse of the baby as he was sleeping.. and mainly becsause... all my attention was given to....

beautiful eyes!

the shirt that he was wearing was bought by me! =D he is 5mth+ old, and he can wear 12mth clothes liao.. ok lah.. still a bit loose.. but it fits well ;) as seen in the above pics =)

amos looked kind of blur.. LOL.. it was so difficult to catch his attention when taking this pic.. cos he kept looking at the passerbys behind the camera man (his father). LOL.. and as usual, after taking photos, he will give us a sweet, heart melting smile... aiyo.. shd have given that kind of smile when taking photos, not after! well.. nvm.. a lot more chances will come ;)

then we went to watch Shooter at marina sq.. not bad.. quite intense.. i couldn't sleep till 3am.. haha..

before the show starts, we were shopping ard.. i told him i wanted to get a pair of diamond earrings for myself, on my own. goldheart was having 20% discount on most of the items, except celetial, and 40% discount on solitaire.. my budget was about $300+.. but it turned out that they dun have $300+ solitaire earring -.-" the price for a relatively big solitaire earring is $1000+ after 40% discount.............. -.-"' after trying on a few pairs, we laid our eyes on a pair that is smaller, but shinier due to the cut and clarity. the colour is D-E. top 3 range de.. hmmm... but then the price O.O told the sales person its waaaaay over my budget.. then we left goldheart.

he feels that its very nice and shiny.. and its quite worth it.. he offered to share half the price with me.. but i declined.. then... he dragged me back to the shop.. hahahaha.. rare scenario.. a guy dragging a girl into a jewellery shop.. then... i bought it! sigh.. i used my own money and bought a pair of blink blink =D so happy! hmmm.. i seldom buy or change my earrings, so i feel that its worth it too.. ;) but... *super big hole in my pocket* o'_'o

issit small? =S he said start from small one.. LOL.. otherwise next time upgrade very "siong" =P

then went to earz, and bought a cd =) its been ages since we bought cd.. LOL.. we got super excited when unwrapping the album. hoho.. two silly ppl =P a very very nice album.. love her voice! and i love the songs! jazz, blues... both her voice and the songs are very soothing..

she's a japanese.. Olivia.. [album name: a girl meets bossanova] she has a new album.. [a girl meets bossanova 2] we decided to buy this first.. anyway, the sales person also mentioned that this is more sellable than the 2nd album ;P

ok.. i gotta do my proj liao.. completed 2(i).. halfway through 2(ii).. 1.5 qns to go! jia you!

Labels: broke, meeting deadlines

4/16/2007 09:47:00 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007 ♥

here comes the deadlines again...

that is my current personal message on my msn.. - S I G H - =( i am not happy.. boo hoo hoo~

work so far so gd... experiencing job boredom again.. everything has becomes a routine.. almost everyone is dependent on me.. so sianz.. people expect me to do this, do that.. cos i'm the most senior CSO there.. well.. i love to take initiative. i'm those who will eagerly wanna finish the tasks given to me. BUT, i dun like to spoon feed people and dun like people to rely on me too much. over-relying is bad.. sometimes, you gotta force the person to learn through hard ways..

about one more month, i'll be in HK =) but... about one more month, i'll be having exams... =( zzz

tml's his buddy's baby 1st mth celebration.. just nice! i'm off tml! LOL.. so can go.. its held at a chalet.. forgot the venue.. haha.. most likely we will only be going in the evening time.. cos.. i've yet to finish doing my OB project... =S

ok.. i'm going to concentrate on my project liao.. *slap myself* focus! focus!

(-.-)zZzz

4/14/2007 11:34:00 PM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007 ♥

hmmm... *ponder*

*click image to go to dopod website*

*click on image to go to SE website*

shd i shd i? if yes, which one shd i take? but my current one is only 6mths old wor.. *in a dilemma* he kept asking me to get a dopod, so that we can have couple couple things =P serene just bought a m700 few days ago. seems not bad.. quite light also.. but i dunno how to use pda phone! -.-" i cfm like SE phones. but feel like changing brand leh... hiyo... how how how??? o'_'o

4/10/2007 11:45:00 PM

Sunday, April 08, 2007 ♥

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Labels: s l a c k i n g

4/08/2007 10:04:00 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007 ♥

had a marvellous shopping trip today with him! *grin* and had a super yummy-licious dinner as well =D *contented*

he reached my place at 1pm+, then we decided to leave the car here and take public transport instead.. in order to avoid the PH crowd (but surprisingly, today is not that crowded! *shrug*) first stop was to Central. actually wanted to take photos while on the bus.. but, it was too crowded =( Central is huge, but not much things to see.. or maybe they are not to my liking.. so... we moved on to centre point ;) that's when the real shopping starts! hahaha!!! he started it first.. actually i'm the culprit.. hee hee.. but i did my part hor.. i sponsored him with robinsons vouchers (those that i received when i was awarded Best Supportive Staff). used up all! *heartache* and still need to top up some more.. =X shall list down our purchased items at the end of this post =P then, we moved on to esprit.. was looking for cardigan.. saw a black one, not bad.. 3/4 sleeve, $79.90.. so hesitating whether to buy or not.. cos i might be able to find a much much cheaper esprit cardigan in HK! *grin*

then i started my "fashion show" at GAP =P bought the most expensive SKIRT in my life (to-date) $99.. =S luckily got discount.. but still very ex leh! its quite nice lah.. he's the one who spotted it and urged me to try it on ;) then we had a break at orchard emerald's food court.. aftre which, we moved on to CK Tangs (didn't buy anything) and then to isetan (scotts).. he bought 2 shirts from there..

we walked from 1pm+ to 8pm+.. pre-HK training! hahaha! and we finally had our yummy-licious dinner at tanjong pagar.. forgot to see the name of the restaurant.. hahaha.. 2nd time there ;) its along the side of Cheers (convenient store)

his heineken and my mango juice

he looks so tired! haha.. (still haven't recover from his flu since last week!)

sirloin steak with mash (originally his, then it became mine!)

crispy roast pork with mash (originally mine, then became his!) i exchanged food with him cos i didn't know that the roast pork is like this.. its tasty lah.. but its just that i dun like the layer of fats on it.. the steak is al dente! ma ma mi ya! LOL...

look at our plates and you'll know how delicious the food is... not very ex.. $46 total.. (inclusive of 2 glasses of heineken)

misc

scotts - in the midst of demolishing..

zoomed in..

me, trying to be funny.. tried taking photo while walking. LOL.. =P

ok... now for the shopping list! purchased items!

robinsons - store wide 15% discount till this sunday (8th apr)

- l'oreal whitening mask
- manicare nail shapers (pink colour)
- gillette blades
- 2 pants
- 1 belt

GAP - 15% discount for UOB card holders (valid till end apr)

- 2 skirts
- 1 top

isetan (scotts)

- 2 shirts
- 2 tops (from mango)

mai dong xi chi dong xi, mai dong xi chi dong xi~ HK! i shall conquer you in May! muwahahahaha!!!

* in red means items belong to me

Labels: shopping spree

4/07/2007 12:42:00 AM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007 ♥

bought a very cute shirt for ashton and amos ^-^ i bought two of the same design..

hippo!!! =D

i am very looking forward to this friday =) going out with him.. to celebrate our 21st mth anni.. hoho.. haven't really plan out our journey yet.. wanna go to a lot of places! haven't decide on dinner venue as well.. thinking of bbq-ing (just the 2 of us), or going to marriott pool side grill, or cafe del mar, or hard rock cafe, or...... hee.. i really have no idea =P it's been quite some time since we had "good food".. i am going to make it a point that we will have "good food" once a mth! *drool*

okie.. it's 1am liao.. i better go zzz... ciao!

4/04/2007 12:53:00 AM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007 ♥

have received my stats group proj marks.. 61/100 =( *sigh* so sad..

4/03/2007 11:06:00 AM

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