being most productive at night is no good. especially for girls.. cos you'll get panda eyes -_- i wasted one whole day surfing net, editing photos, snacking (hate it!), roam around the room.. and now, at 12.10am, i became very alert and has the kick to write my political economy of ASEAN report. zzz...

how? no more self-motivation anymore. i can sense myself slacking like nobody's business.. 3 years of part-time studies... HELL... sigh.. ok ok.. i know i always complain and in the end still accept the reality and move on with it. but.. i am really exhausted.. especially ROM is coming up.. only venue is confirmed. JP has not reply us yet, tomorrow go see dress from Lavender (Stamford House), if can find a dress, will need to find heels. then gotta settle on make-up and hair do on a later date. night time go view house again. how i wish exams are over, project deadlines are over, i am having holiday now. sigh...

and why am i blogging now when i shd be working on my report? cos of denial syndrome lor.. SIGH.. i love to avoid things that i don't like to do.. to the extent that i'll act blur. but... sch assignments how to act blur??? damn sian lor... NO MOTIVATION AT ALL!!!

driving lesson at 10am tomorrow!!! shd i slp now?? argh!!! =(

10/12/2008 12:14:00 AM