down with cold.. resting at home.. zzz...

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random thought:

all of a sudden, i am not motivated by any verbal recognitions anymore. all i can hear is "buck up", "hit target", "any updates?", "any difficulties that you faced", etc etc etc... talking about motivation and hygiene factors, if you never hit the target set, you will get "talks" and maybe complaints by other people that you are so incapable, such a small thing also cannot attain, etc. all negative things. and if you hit target, other people will keep quiet, FULL STOP. no form of appreciation or anything. just take it for granted and YOU SHOULD DO IT, BECAUSE ITS YOUR JOB. so, no need to appreciate what you have done. maybe at most, you will get encouragement from your own team mates. DEFINITELY no action from the other people. well, like mentioned earlier, ITS YOUR JOB. so no matter how much you dislike doing certain things, or how you disapprove on some things, you still have to swallow them and do it. BECAUSE PEOPLE WANTS IT, AND ITS YOU JOB.

anyway, this is life. this is the working society. this is reality. you will bound to face such people and situations. sometimes when you hit the bottleneck or its just too much for you to take till you can't breathe, you will think "so what if i hit target? so what if i can't hit?" hit already, the amount of money you get is still the same. if don't hit, maybe you'll be told off. what else?

*in search of motivation*

5/20/2009 03:01:00 PM