now is 1.10am... just 8 more hours to report to my sucky work place with sucky tasks waiting for me. everything sux! pui! i cant stand it anymore!

i got deadlines to meet for school work, house chores to do during weekends, spending quality time with my husband bf, and helping to clear shit at work. -__-||| i really admire those who can cope well with all these. last semester of my degree, i still find it difficult to cope! esp now more shit showering at work, i'm just... *breatheless* and i envy my classmates who are unemployed now. YES, I ENVY THEM. because they have all their time to focus on projects deadlines. i just hope i can pull though all these things. i hope i won't flare up at work when other people's jobs are passed on to me. i hope i won't break into tears again if i can't finish my project on time. i hope i have the time to spare for my love, just like before. i wanna go east coast on weekday night just to lie on the grass (with mat of course) and watch the stars. i wanna go for red wine session once in a while. i wanna stay out late once in a while. its been quite a while since we watch a movie on weekday night. its either he is free when i have class, or when i'm free and he has entertainment dinner to attend or busy doing report.
i hope i hope i hope... i need some strength here!!!

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happy birthday maddie!!! =)

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alright.. im going to put in more points for my project before i go to bed. *talking to self* c'mon bloody brain! pls work!!!

8/13/2009 01:10:00 AM